because if there is...then this is such. fuck the methodical words, phrases, and ideas that people concoct in vain. fuck vain assumptions too, and misunderstandings. it turns into unoriginal b.s. quickly yet painfully for the rest of us. fuck their voice as well. i rarely scream to be heard because i know i may end up as my only listener. haha...like right now, but my mood made an exception.
madi's immune system has worse levels than mine when mine was last tested. poor kid is sick all but 1 week out of the month pretty much. i love her with my entire life. my favorite moments since her birth are when i rock her to sleep. the moment right before i fall asleep but right after she is out like a baaaaaaaaby that she is...that's when my heart is as big as the sun and my love feels as endless as the beams that radiate from it. she has here moments but so do i.
i sat on the porch in the cold and watched the fog.
working through the cobwebs one at a time.
all i found was this overcast warmth in the back yard AND
someone who desires A sweet affection and contagious smiles as a cure for their loneliness.
so we should be even.
no thank you
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