the art of you (tube)

i am feeling more settled now tonight than i have all month. finally! i can see the floor of my room. i see the jagged heart shape sawed out of old wood on my wall. colorful beads puked all over it in the form of bracelets. my mom says there is no such thing as wearing too many bracelets. baseball shirts are my favorite. i find the best ones in the boys sections at cost efficient venues like goodwill. i am excited to wake up in the morning. hopefully, if i can pull myself out of grumpy morning mode, i will enjoy a cup of breakfast tea on the porch. i like to sit there waiting for the sunshine warm me up. when it does...it gives me goosebumps. okay..this was good...because now i'm excited to wake up tomorrow!